Drained. That would explain it I guess. Maybe dunked or possibly, done. I'm not sure at this point. It just is all very much inauspicious. I'm feeling a little overwhelmed, but mostly frustrated. It seems no matter how hard I try, I'm not doing enough. So, the more they complain, the more I want to try harder. Which, totally stinks, because it'll never work.
I'm not sure if I'm doing a good job or not. I kind of feel like I'm not. The feedback and the vibe I'm getting from the youth, in general, seems to be like I'm not. I'm not sure what to do. I know that I enjoy doing what I do but something has to give.
It's just a punch in the stomach when you've been working your tail off and you get negative comments. I'm just tired and it is all hitting me wrong. Give me time to recuperate, I'll be fine. Blast it. I always am.
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sorry things are so difficult right now. that's no fun. stick to you guns, because if you're going in the direction that God wants you to be going, then you going where God wants you to. There will always be people who are resistant to that, but hang in there!
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